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Congratulations, Indra!
Your IQ score is 124

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns, both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction, especially in the workplace.

My Curse....

Surrunded By Beautiful Girls.... But Knowing none oF them Will ever be mine, Hurts.....

Midevil timesc



Have you ever heard of the time were god was said to take a vacation? Yup those days it was called the medieval times. To me as Dr Evil I could relate a lot of my love life to those times. Medieval derives from the word Middle and Evil cause those times it was the time when the cycle of civilizations was at the mediocre, not the best of times and not either the worst.

Within those times tyrants roomed the earth and the people made stories of these tyrants, within it they also created a unique story bout Camelot the castle where King Arthur ruled. But as I stated it was a story not history. Why a story of such detailed events was has so much connection to the era of medieval times? Maybe it was a reminder to people but mostly to kings who ruled at those times.

Within Camelotfs story lies the hierarchy of King Author, he rules, his famous Knight of the round table who solemnly vows their life to protect him and his family, advised by the white wizard, and a joker who his job is to entertain the castle. Now every one knows that King Arthur was destined to be king for his luck in pulling Xavier out of the rock.

Xavier was the sign of strength but it takes luck and destiny for Arthur who was just a boy to pull that sword out. The Knights of the Round Table however is much famous for Lancelot the Knight in shining white armor, who is King Arthur right hand knight. Lancelot got to his place by earning the title after many severe battles with other knights but what made him best was the leadership, loyalty and honesty that he posses. In love story around the world Lancelot is the ideal "knight in shining armor" who sweeps girls of their feet that every girls would be waiting for.

In Camelotfs Myths there are several key characters but I am just interested in four key characters King Arthur, Lancelot, The Queen, and the joker. What is the Joker has to do with all this? Well it has to do with every thing in Camelot. As the third party, the joker has a task of entertaining the king, knights, queen, princess and wizard. But the level of interaction with the different level of the hierarchy makes him unique. With the king, he has a slight ability to manipulate the king. His ability comes after Merlin the wizard, Lancelot the head knight, the queen. But the knights are not fond of the joker, because they are higher ranking than him. But with the queen he is at level and able to understand and get a high degree of trust from the queen.

The joker has two faces, manipulative and caring which makes him dangerous and yet important to care for the Castlefs welfare. He jokes around and need to create jokes often to cheer different level of the unique society, his most sociable among the entire key person, ability to fit in to high and low ranks. When he meets turbulence he gives out riddles which is his prime weapon that even some times the king doesnft comprehends and there for laughs.

So back to love life, basically there has been situation similar to Camelot to every one whofs fallen in love. As you might have known, King Arthur married The Queen, but the Queen is in love with Lancelot and owes her life to him, Lancelot is also in love with the queen but he is loyal to King Arthur, but never the less he still meets the queen and takes the chance. King Arthur loves the queen no dough about that because he hand picked her from all those other dames out of the prettiest of them all. In this love triangle there are 2 men 1 women scenario.

Now herefs the catch, the queen is the smartest of them all, forget Merlin, Cause why did she marry the King? Hefs rich, respected, has a gigantic castle, and he has command to the Knights of the Round Table. In the knight of the round table is the charming Lancelot who is a catch to any other damsels in distress, so why wouldnft she marry the king and get an opportunity of the life time to court Lancelot. Hmm thatfs right, gets money some sex here and there, and gets a chance to be close to her "knight in shining armor". Typical girls nowadays, reality not fantasy or neither myth.

A man always falls for charming eyes, mind the body, the big boobs, the rich clothes, all the girl or in this case the queen has to do to Lancelot is, a simple sign of love, a wink of the eye, the signal to lure him in and sends out the message, her heart is open for him. Lancelot realizing the fact that she is the queen, has deep feelings for the queen, so they fall in love, and keep it a secret from the king, cause its not an open wound caused by a sword of man who would kill the king, but an innocent small needle poke to the heart of a king by the queen of the heart would kill him in an instant.

Here comes the joker in the story, see the joker is the post man between the queen and Lancelot, so guest he gets the entire scoop between those two. Now in this case who is the most loyal among them all? Lancelot? He sleeps with the queen. The queen? She is cheating on the king. The joker, he would tell the king but I guest the king might toughs it was a bad joke n have him beheaded instead. Poor king, with all the riches he posses is still isnft enough to buy him loyalty and trust he needs.

The joker loyally passes the message to Lancelot every day, and in every event he has the chance to kill this two love birds if jealousy ever came to him, yet itfs up to him to decide what is better. Even the worth of human wouldnft want to jeopardize two completely in love people for their own benefit, or is it my only state of mind? But a secret is only a secret if you take it to the grave. So in the end the King found out the fact about the queen and Lancelot. At that point he'll get upset and uses every thing in his power and money to have revenge. Even have the heart to have Lancelot beheaded, and for the queen there are surely no apologies.

In my life Ifve taken the part of the joker at first, then the King and last of all Lancelot. Why? Just read it again n you'll get what Ifve been through.

Lancelot

King Arthor

Joker


Preflight Notes

Well tomorrrows the day... 18 years of waiting .... 14 years ago i practice to fly a plane to landing... but today i simulated in my mind not in english .... not in Bahasa... but in japanese all the preflight check.... its learning again and reimagening once again in japanese... so it all goes down to tomorrow... the day my dreams become a reality... Gliding here i come.... A dream coming true.... but there are also dangers and in which i am ready to take... all my life i wanted to fly... not because its merely a dream but more of a passion... i love the preflight checks... A pilot in my view is a person who makes choises in a sec but still being cool under pressure... the guy who checks again and double checks.... were an error is life or death... exactly how i really am in every day life... so tomorrow is the day... Good night.

August 24th 2004
Indra M zin


Unsent Message...


IF my father were here today 29/9/2004... I would tell him Im happy to have followed his foot steps in getting a scholarship and studying Artificial intelligence... Which im sure he's proud im doing... I would tell him he was right all along that Study first and girls later.... coz now i now Y he tried to protect me.... I would tell him i ve achieved my dream of flying in the sky.... even though its just a glider and every small things bout safety first and all played a major roll while i was flying...... I would tell him My sisters getting maried... though i guest my sister would have told him that first.... I would tell him that...... most important of all I of all the person miss and love him Very much........ But guys... and Gurls... My sentence started with Would...... coz its something i wish to do but i cant any more....... Talking to him was the best times of my life,......... Turning back the Clock to the days where my father was still beside me playing his guitar..... singing his songs....... Wished time stood still...............


The moral is..... Dont waste time not telling the ppl you love that you love them ,,...... or You will never have the chance to do so again.... is a pain and a scar in a person life forever....... What ur father says is true ..... u just cant see it till the time comes.....

Sign.....
A man doesnt know what he has until its being taken away from him.......